my favorite shirt.

gifs are fun and i look conceited.

i luff you guys.

9.

Topic: Take a picture of yourself and compare it with an old one. Reflect on the things you were going through then and the things you are going through now.

One thing's for sure, I was at my heaviest in weight (around 145-150) back then and now I'm a mere 115.

prelude to purgatory.

purgatory

pur·ga·to·ry [pur-guh-tohr-ee]
adjective: serving to clean, purify or expiate.

it's been too long since i've sulked around,

holding on to things that once broke my heart and spirit,

harboring resentment and ill-will, ultimately preventing my growth.

i have to admit that i haven't let go for my own selfish reasons,

basking in my own anger, severly conflicted and at war with myself.

but now, it's time to grow up.

to move on.

to purge.

because good things are around the corner,

and this time i won't let myself fuck things up out of fear.

numero uno pizza

i forgot i had these!

i was with my best friend gee and his girlfriend lulu to go grab a slice.

i love when i'm chillin with gee, haha.

got a thing for fiona apple-sauce

untitled poem 2

i love hard when i'm treated bad

but when the going's good i deem it too good to last

the deeper it gets

the more i start to fret

raise up my walls

and let the aloofness commence

i'm fucked in the head and swallowed up by the things i think i lack

but how do you tell someone all of that?

the month of october.

i'm not going to deny that october has been somewhat of an emotional roller coaster for me. things were fine, pretty good actually, but i have some inner issues i have to work with, but we all knew that i'm pretty fucked up in the head. anyway, i don't have a lot of pictures for this month =( my phone got completely smashed so i had to get a new one--pretty sad that i lost all the epic pictures i had in my old phone but i can't complain about the newer contraption i have in my hands now, haha.

now, onto the pics!

the only two pictures i recovered from my old phone because i twitpic'd them.

went to wolfgang gartner for my friend's star's birthday at the music box in hollywood.

three girls + wolfgang gartner + drinks + the best venue = epic night!

chicken katsu from my favorite katsu spot. trust me when i say it's the BEST katsu EVER.