prelude to purgatory.

purgatory

pur·ga·to·ry [pur-guh-tohr-ee]
adjective: serving to clean, purify or expiate.

it's been too long since i've sulked around,

holding on to things that once broke my heart and spirit,

harboring resentment and ill-will, ultimately preventing my growth.

i have to admit that i haven't let go for my own selfish reasons,

basking in my own anger, severly conflicted and at war with myself.

but now, it's time to grow up.

to move on.

to purge.

because good things are around the corner,

and this time i won't let myself fuck things up out of fear.